---Drunken Love
inspired by [link]

I'm lost in your eyes, thought, or possibly dreams.
twisted head, hurting , entering the very corners of my heart
Dwell, i cry in my sleeps, your name surfacing my every thoughts
I'm drunk past the point of redemption, shocking my body from head to toe
make me your queen, fly me over to the moon. name a star for me and keep me for yourself.
draw me how much you love me, serenate me to my sleep, bring me back from the dead.
let me drink every part of you, taste you, have you all to myself,
...longing for your love is what I thirst the most.

---the one that got away
inspired by [link]

disappearing through moonless night
left in despair, no thoughts left inside
you will always be the greatest
every single thing you possess..
now buried silently in my heart
nothing else matters, no else exist
forgive my ungrateful soul
for no sound can excite it anymore...

your shadow, it's forever glimmering in my eyes
in this lonely night.. I sit to ponder about you and I
I've come to my senses, your very existence is no longer present
that love is carved boldly in my heart.. believing you're now gone,
hardening my soul.. stabbing my heart nonstop.


---denial
inspired by [link]

longing for you is unbearable.
hating you seems to be impossible.
ignoring the truth can't possibly be done.
hiding the truth with laughter hurts even more.

hate me for it, I can't stop what I feel.
look me in the eyes and tell me you despise me,
but love me in secret, when you are lonely at night...

my love is for you to keep, not to destroy.
I feel you in every single of my fiber being.
looking at you, I'm ashamed of myself,
you're not mine to hold, to kiss or to love...
now take me back to the start! where it all started...
when you were never present, buried inside my heart.



----never will
inspired by [link]

leaving seems to be the hardest thing.
walking away from you, it's something I'm used to doing.
when you're with her, it's as if I'm non existence.
In the background only to watch and apprehend reality

it hurts to see you hold her dearly ...
ignoring my presence, deception written on your face.
i'd love for you to call me baby, easy my pain even just for one time.
is this how it should be? an unrequited love for me?
I leave now, leave you in peace. don't think of me and my pathetic self.
I'm not for you, never was,never will.